Dream

Last night I fell into an old dream,

So beautiful and simple everything seemed.

The familiarity of childhood 

  and the careless attitude,

not knowing of heartbreaks and soltitude.

The dream was of a random day from my golden times.

Back when I didn't know about the world 

and would even smile at the sound made by the wind chimes.

The dream last night took me back to time when I  was a kid

and everyone would just lovingly smile and whatever I did! 

 

Everyone ,family and family friends,  kiss and caress me

 time and again

Even though I am a pain in their neck

and even though I drive them all insane!

Washing my dirty clothes my mum sighs, 

and when I am in pain even she cries!

And she says she doesn't know when did I just grow up!

And when did her baby monster became so tall and so tough !

 

The homework the punishments, the mocks, the sibling-sibling fights

The childhood, MY childhood drifted away and now I am up here in these lights!

I am one of the stars now but there's a lot that I miss

I wish I could be a child again and

well THAT'S all I really wish! 

The Final Goodbye

He said he loved her..

she wondered "Why! 

He made her feel like a princess and well

she ! she fell for him.

He ignored her then and started treating her like crap.

And both their lives changed drastically in a WHAP!

And then they fought night and day.

 He treated her in the worst possible way.

He started feeling irritated but she just cried.

Seeing him with other girls everyday she died.

He went far away.

She still wished for was that "if only he could stay!"

He broke her trust and had told her white lies,

but the girl's heart; thinking all of this it still sighs!

Finally she moved on

  a new life started!

He started to miss her now.

 

She started dating another guy.

He apologised and he cried.

Begged for her forgiveness and did everything he could!

Bought her a ring thinking, accept she someday would.

She walked away but this time she didn't cry!

And that's when the stupid guy realised that it was a goodbye.

The Final goodbye ! 

Fall

Sneak in my room, turn on the light.

It'll be dark soon, don't you bring home any fights.

Sit by me and we'll talk for hours.

Forget the world and those scars.

There isn't any guarantee to life nor there is any to death!

Neither to survival nor to last breath!

I know you've gone through a lot in the past, 

but don't you just go crying- "why did it not last !"

I know it baby, even I have been through it all!

Don't you cry-

my baby,  my princess, my doll!

Smile O smile, you have been sad enough lately,

Dance O dance, though life 'yeah it's been real tough lately!'

The night is to fade and it's time for you to shine!

Now it's time for you to shine, my dear sunshine.

No one was ever worth your tears!

Sooner or later you will realise.

Fall for someone over again but this time, just be a little wise.

You've gone through a lot in the past!

Scary it seems, but baby this is just the start!

Love what is it?

Love, what is it?

She says more than friendship.

He says lust.

Love, what is it?

Sometime later the bubble of dreams will just burst.

Love, what is it?

Meditation some say!

OK! Then why are people seen breaking apart every other day?

Love, what is it? 

Life, they say!

Well, I lead a better life than you lovestruck people in every possible way!

Love, what is it?

A word just a word tha just gives you pain, I'd say

'Something that makes you go insane,

 makes you cry every other day!'

Miss Nobody

Hey, here I am! 

I am Miss Nobody. 

Do you know me? 

You say you know me?

Then why can you not see?  

I got a beautiful heart,

which is yours if you with to keep.

I ain't greedy, I ain't proud.

I just want to stay away from the crowd.

Aggression is what I don't show, for

 I just don't want to let you go. 

I am rare, one of my kind.

A girl with heart but more of mind!

I don't judge you in any way!

I could count more of my qualities,

have you got just nothing to say?

 

I tolerate you at your worst,

someone who could quench your thirst! 

Have you closed your eyes?

I don't say- 'I love you' and just play! 

Have you got just nothing to say ?

For you, I am just a "nobody." 

You don't know me, do you?

Ofcourse, how could you!

I don't exist for you.